Pictures of My Beautiful Son

Before His Birth

My beautiful baby boy.

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Immediately After His Birth (NICU Team trying to resuscitate Carter)

The NICU really did try.

The NICU tried. They did. But I drew the line at torture. My son is not a science experiment.

The NICU team tried to intubate him. He was just too little for the tube.

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After He Passed Away

My perfect son, laying on my chest.

My beautiful, perfect son, laying on my chest.

Ignore how horrible I look. This shows a mother’s grief after losing her child.

Getting my son back after he had passed away.

My son, after the NICU team called his time of death, and he was returned to me.

Daddy holding his son.

Daddy holding his son.

My little man laying on his mommy’s chest.

My perfect, tiny son.

My beautiful, perfect Little Man.

His beautiful, perfect face.

Immediately after the NICU team called his time of death.

Immediately after the NICU team called his time of death.

My beautiful Little Man.

My beautiful son in his hospital gown and cap.

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Wearing His New Threads

My beautiful son in his beautiful outfit made by Yvonne Smith Sullivan with Ah! Baby Creations.

Beautiful Baby Boy in his Beautiful Outfit

My beautiful son in his matching outfit that was made by Yvonne Smith Sullivan with Ah! Baby Creations.